unpredictable

GREEN

 
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Green is the colour of grass and envy. One is comforting, lay on your back and stare at the clouds, comforting. The other looks outwards with negativity and seethingy draws the energy inwards. One is content and free while the other festers with caged rage.

Sideline envy can be harmless but enraged envy is toxic and extremely unpredictable and damaging. I know that to be on the receiving end of it is confusing, draining and frightening. It’s palpable, worn on the skin, creating an aura, a very unpleasant one. The energy fields are raw, red hot and angry.

There’s nothing anchored or centred about a person with overwhelming envy. There’s nothing spiritual or loving just hatred and greed. This type of envy is repellent, it can’t be concealed, it’s there, right there, no, right, right there.

Envy lies with the person, their deep feeling of inadequacy. It’s not about you, what you have, that they want. It’s about them, it’s ugly.

Green, just in terms of a colour, is not one of my favourite colours at all. It’s association with envy makes it even less likeable. That and the incredible hulk.

I will be keeping green at a distance, and the envy ridden arse.

 

FREE SPIRIT

 
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Don’t control a free spirit, in fact don’t control anything, particularly a free spirit. Why would you, they can’t be contained and neither they should be. They’re free flowing, content and relaxed and often the envy of others despite their judgement. Life’s a breeze, a gentle one, when it becomes stronger, a free spirit, glides along effortlessly. Anyway, that’s how it seems, cool rivers run deep and what you see is a fraction of what lies beneath. It’s worth finding out, there’s a lot to know, a lot to learn, and a lot to love.

Free souls are content to fly solo, they don’t need others for energy. They live by their own rules and are unaffected by judgement and expectation. Highly instinctual and intuitive, a free spirit will go where the mood or feeling takes them.

Those close to a free spirit may feel dissatisfied, confused and secondary. Unimportant. The needs and desires of a free spirit will always come first, always. Fit in or fuck off. The attraction will be intense as a free spirit is both magnetic and unpredictable. I’ll have some of that. Put your own needs second, you will never come first to them. So be first to yourself.

Free spirits are often preoccupied and distracted, creative daydreamers. They are elsewhere, never fully present, as much as you crave that. They’re not capable of it, or are they? They choose imagination over you, lost in fantasy and wonderful thoughts.

A free spirit. The most beautiful thing if you take the time, but put yourself first for you.